I guess I always knew, but today it just really got to me.
I am a really shallow, selfish, and judgemental person. I guess I just needed some place to let it out; I don't want anyone trying to reassure me that I'm not, and I don't want any pity or whatever other nonsense. I just want to lay it out- plain and simple. I am a horrible horrible person. I guess I come off as a cold- hearted bitch? But just like Sandra Bullock in The Proposal (LOL, I like to flatter myself by comparing myself to her), I have a heart of gold!! LOL But yeah, I get really sad when I realize that people don't like me because I'm a bitch. But the thing is I don't want to put up a front..I don't want to be fake.. How do I find the middle ground?